Some Days

Some days it seems hard. The push to make it through the day seems heavy and unmanageable. Some days you may feel like giving in to temptations, old habits, or not caring at all about your next step. Some days all that you have carried and continue to deal with seems as if you're drowning in your sorrows. The pain of your past and the current turmoil of your present circumstances becomes overwhelming boarding on unbearable. You walk around with a fake smile plastered on your face to avoid anyone's concern or pity, yet your crumbling inside. It's hard this life, your living is harder than you could have imagined it would be. You try to reason and think how did you get to this place? What wrongs have you done that are now haunting you? You cry, you become angry and resentful. You feel broken and at your worst. You cry some more this time you release the pain, fears, and frustrations. You cry as you let it go all that you can't change, and begin to think in a new way. You consider what you're capable of doing and make a plan for change. You plan your next step, you take your first step, and then you continue to repeat. Then your burdens start to seem a little less with each step that you take, and things begin to change. Eventually you smile not a fake smile, you smile.

Peace, Blessings, Love and Light

BreezESOL 3/4/2021